Crystallized Childhood Experience

I take pleasure
in the fact that
I shall live
forever. Each word
spoken immortalized
and each word
written worshipped.
My actions enacted
eternally in plays and
my tomb a congregation
for history's pilgrims.

If only I were not so
unfair to one important
existence of my life, I
would not have asked:
'Does it then matter
if one unfulfilled life
fulfilled so many more?'